01-04-2010
Baby, it's been the 35th day since we're official.
Many has asked ;
How do you both get to know each other?
Wait a minute, where is he from?
Whaddehell?
How you both gonna meet?
I've heard so many of the comments randomly popped up to me, regardless time and day. As long as any of you are still curious about this, just continue reading. I met him, through the national service, some freaking lame programme government had planned for brats. I was very convinced by both of my parents and the doctor that it would be an experience of a lifetime. Yeah, experience of a lifetime, very true indeed but nevertheless, I've never thought of falling for any guys out there. The very first moment when I received the letter from the JLKN, I was shocked that I'm gonna be away for 3 months in Sarawak. OMGWTFBBQ!
"Shu, you're godamneddoom!"
"The people there feeds on human!"
"Barbarians still exist over there!"
I cried and begged my parents to defer this programme because I don't wanna go. No matter how hard I tried, the answer is still the same. "You have no choice girl, go and enjoy yourself there for 72 days."
It's not like I could runaway from house another time, just because of this. Aye, gather up all my guts and left KL to Sarawak. I wasn't really emotionally-prepared when I had to leave my birthplace, my mom was tearfully bidding goodbye to me when I boarded the bus.
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Got hold of my tears and wheezes, I left KL and finally hit upon Kuching, Sarawak. There comes the whole story unfold. I tried convincing myself, "It's just gonna be another 3 months of fuckin'schoolroutine. You gonna go back in no time." It was a pain in arse when I get to find out that I'm still counting down the days left, stranded in this deserted place. Getting to know more people is always my forte - I had a few friends with me from the airport though it's only less than an hour we had some simple conversations. A handful of them are really nice, nevertheless at least they don't turn their backs at you when you're talking to them.
It sounds very much typical dramatic when it deals with handling the issues out there, racism. I could not understand how and why youngsters like us would behave in such a way that skin colour would make a huge difference to a matter. Perhaps, it's due to the influential of the society.
The very first moment I met mrbiiboy for the first time in my life, it was something awkward. As it may seems, I concluded that he's one of a kind, compared to the rest of them. We were placed in the same class for 3 subsequent weeks, but lady luck was not on my side - we were not in the same group. I used to catch sight of him in the class, especially when he was doing some sort of silly acts in the class. How stupid he was!
But that's just how love works! Observe, behold and espy him becomes mundane to me whenever he's around. Time flies in the camp; classes ended after the 3 weeks, I get to talk to him more frequently. It's very objective, I thought he's a really shy, quiet and introvert guy. Who the hell knows when you get to know him deeper, he's actually totally opposite of what I've expected! ♥
We made a confession and got together on 26th February, a very remarkable date and time, at 11.11 p.m. Spent the rest of our numbered days together in the camp, and wish that the clock would just stop ticking for once when we were walking under the bright moon and gazillion of stars on top of us. Getting away from the trainers, skipping boring activities, meetup with you at the hut in the evening & most of all, walking in the rain. Those were the days we had in the camp and as the days are getting lesser, it's time to bid goodbye. I never expected we were allowed to return home 4 days earlier. It was so unpredictable, the news came out of nowhere and we hardly even be bothered to care what's gonna happen in days to come but just the thought of us being together really matters.
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I know this is gonna be a really tough relationship for us, to bear with the distance, the thoughts, heart-wrenched when I need you and every moments when I want to share with you so badly. I may not be the perfect one for you, but I'll fight to be the one meant for you. I learnt the hard way how a relationship turned really bitter when one party decides to give up & never had the nerve to make an effort to continue the love chapter. I believe this would be something different ♥
Hello, mrbiiboy (:
I love you
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Got hold of my tears and wheezes, I left KL and finally hit upon Kuching, Sarawak. There comes the whole story unfold. I tried convincing myself, "It's just gonna be another 3 months of fuckin'schoolroutine. You gonna go back in no time." It was a pain in arse when I get to find out that I'm still counting down the days left, stranded in this deserted place. Getting to know more people is always my forte - I had a few friends with me from the airport though it's only less than an hour we had some simple conversations. A handful of them are really nice, nevertheless at least they don't turn their backs at you when you're talking to them.
It sounds very much typical dramatic when it deals with handling the issues out there, racism. I could not understand how and why youngsters like us would behave in such a way that skin colour would make a huge difference to a matter. Perhaps, it's due to the influential of the society.
The very first moment I met mrbiiboy for the first time in my life, it was something awkward. As it may seems, I concluded that he's one of a kind, compared to the rest of them. We were placed in the same class for 3 subsequent weeks, but lady luck was not on my side - we were not in the same group. I used to catch sight of him in the class, especially when he was doing some sort of silly acts in the class. How stupid he was!
But that's just how love works! Observe, behold and espy him becomes mundane to me whenever he's around. Time flies in the camp; classes ended after the 3 weeks, I get to talk to him more frequently. It's very objective, I thought he's a really shy, quiet and introvert guy. Who the hell knows when you get to know him deeper, he's actually totally opposite of what I've expected! ♥
We made a confession and got together on 26th February, a very remarkable date and time, at 11.11 p.m. Spent the rest of our numbered days together in the camp, and wish that the clock would just stop ticking for once when we were walking under the bright moon and gazillion of stars on top of us. Getting away from the trainers, skipping boring activities, meetup with you at the hut in the evening & most of all, walking in the rain. Those were the days we had in the camp and as the days are getting lesser, it's time to bid goodbye. I never expected we were allowed to return home 4 days earlier. It was so unpredictable, the news came out of nowhere and we hardly even be bothered to care what's gonna happen in days to come but just the thought of us being together really matters.
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♥♥
I know this is gonna be a really tough relationship for us, to bear with the distance, the thoughts, heart-wrenched when I need you and every moments when I want to share with you so badly. I may not be the perfect one for you, but I'll fight to be the one meant for you. I learnt the hard way how a relationship turned really bitter when one party decides to give up & never had the nerve to make an effort to continue the love chapter. I believe this would be something different ♥
Hello, mrbiiboy (:
I love you
If i walk, would you run?
If i stop, would you come?
If i say you're the one, would you believe me?
If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?
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